Sometimes

Sometimes... sometimes you look past the annylitcal and you realize reality.,, you're scared. It's okay I guess... to realize that under it all you're still holding your breath for every breath you can take. You've been fighting a long time and sometimes you just have to stop and realize that you're still just a kid in this grown up world of bills and deadlines... that sometims you lack knowledge... or understanding... and take a moment just for yourself to take a deep breath to tell yourself it's going to be okay... that life will let up some time and you'll get a moment to relax without any cares.

But not yet... and probably not tomorow or the next... so you still have to bite your lip and keep trudging along. Lifes not all that bad :) It could be worse - it's been worse is what you keep saying but the totallity of it all is what takes its tole.

Sometimes you just have to keep wishing for a rest.

Sometimes you can't keep just riding on thoughts... on whisps of dreams of hope and you have to face reality.

And that's life.

**Reality*